October 2010
1 post
Rant
In math, there is a wrong answer, and a right answer. There is no in-between. There are formulas to figure out problems and symbols to represent unknown things. Even infinity has a symbol. And that, friends, is why I like it so much.
Sometimes I wish life was more like math. I wish there was a certain formula or equation to figure out where my life is headed, or why people act a certain way. Or...
August 2010
24 posts
Person I admire redo
Olivia,
(I hope you don’t mind that I’m writing about you, and without your permission.)
There are so many things I admire about you. You are so sweet and kind to every single living, breathing thing on the earth. You never judge people, which is an amazing virtue to hold. You have overcome the most insane pressures of life, and you’ve seen and experienced in your 18 years of...
Someone who bothers my brain
No one in particular really does, aside from Tyson, but he’s always on my mind <3
The person I wish I could be
This one is so hard, because I love myself so much and I wouldn’t want to change anything about my life.
LOLJK!!!!
Childhood friends
Olivia Gauvin
I miss you more than anything girl.
Someone I miss the most
Tyson :(
Someone I've drifted from
God,
I guess I should start off by saying I’m sorry, for everything. I’m a sinner and it’s in my nature to turn from the good to indulge in the bad.
I don’t know why I’ve drifted from you. We used to have such a strong relationship.
I think religion may be to blame.
Over the years, I’ve learned that church is not the best place in the world, despite it’s...
Someone I've drifted from
God,
I guess I should start off by saying I’m sorry, for everything. I’m a sinner and it’s in my nature to turn from the good to indulge in the bad.
I don’t know why I’ve drifted from you. We used to have such a strong relationship.
I think religion may be to blame.
Over the years, I’ve learned that church is not the best place in the world, despite it’s...
Someone I need to ask forgiveness from
Dear ERHS guidance department,
I’m really sorry for calling you and practically screaming into the phone the other day. That was really rude of me, I’m a good kid and I don’t normally lose my temper like that. And I’m sorry.
Bekki
Person who has caused me the most pain
Sometimes, I think it’s myself. Not in the emo- cut yourself kind of way, but more of a “you are your own worst critic” sense. Whenever something goes wrong, my knee-jerk response is, “you were involved, you didn’t prevent it, therefore it is your fault”. And from that mindset brings unwanted, uncalled-for pain.
A dead person
Kurt Cobain,
You were much more than a guitar and a torn ego.
bekki
Someone I need to keep in contact with
Grandpa,
I hate that you live in Massachusetts sometimes because I never ever get to see you. I miss when you used to come once a year to see us because it seriously used to be the annual highlight for me. I guess now that I’m 16 it’s time that I take initiative and contact you more often, and I definitely will.
Te quiero
Bekki
Someone I wish I could meet
Steve Albini,
You’re my hero.
—bekki
My ex
I had originally typed out this long, bitter letter about how much you suck, but after further analyzation of said letter, I decided that I’m better than that.
bekki
Stranger
Dearest stranger,
If I have publicly assaulted you, embarrased you, or done something else stupid that made you uncomfortable, it was probably for the sole purpose of making my friends laugh.
Don’t take it too personally.
Dreams
The problem with this topic is that there’s a vocabulary discrepancy. ‘Dreams’ can mean (1) my goals and ambitions, or, (2) the crazy brain pictures when I’m in deep REM sleep. So I’ll write about both.
My goals and ambitions are pretty simple. Go to a university, graduate with my RN, marry my boyfriend, have kids, all that good stuff. But my main goal in life is to...
Sister
It seems like our relationship has gotten more complicated as the years have gone by. Granted, this was bound to happen, but not to this extent.
One contributing factor is definitely your maturity level. I’m not talking about fart jokes or acting stupid with your friends, I’m talking about the way you percieve the world, and the people in it.
I know you’ve been sheltered most of...
Parentals
Thanks for creating me. That was cool of you.
Love bekki
My biggest fear
Is that I won’t accepted to a University, and I’ll have to spend 2-4 more years here.
Day 2: My 'Crush'
(Seeing as I am happily taken by none other than my boyfriend, Tyson, I will proceed to write about him instead. I would say that I promise not to get sappy, but I won’t, because I don’t roll that way.)
Tyson is probably the only person in the world who can make me feel better by just smiling at me. He laughs at my lame(ly awesome) knock-knock jokes and unsuccesful attempts to...
Day 1: My Best Friend
In my life, I’ve had a lot of ‘best friends’. Let’s face it—from kindergarten to 6th or 7th grade, relationships have a shelf life of about, hm, a year or so. Maybe two. Depending on the person.
None of them have been closer to me, know more about me, or are more supportive than Marybeth Raymond.
We started out not liking each other very much. We went to the same...
“The worst crime is faking it.”
– Kurt Cobain
30 Day Letter Challenge
Because All the cool kids are doing it.
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A...